Ok well i made the soup last night & it smelt rather good..
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Its now "lunch time" and today ive had x2 bowls of soup, x2 small apricots and ive just finished 1/2 an Orange..
I feel odd.. my stomach is full, but feels empty, it hurts, i don't know if im going to throw up or not.. I hope not, as i still have to walk the kids home (from school pick up)...
Earlier this morn i had my first lot of soup (10am) and it was nice...BUT... my gawd did i crave bread!!!... all i could imagine was a nice bit of white bread n butter folded over, so i could dunk it in my soup!.. Oh i just about cried!!!... even reading this tears are welling...
Bread is my weakness... and pasta..... This is going to be tough!!!...
Every time i think oh just one slice, im like NO! it wont work if i cheat..
Im now caught up in a sad little game between my mind and my willpower..
Oh feck i hope the will power wins!!!...
Ok, will leave it here @ 12:40pm, as i have to wake the kids for lunch!.. I plan on doing dishes and even making some muffins while they eat, Instead of hovering around the high chairs, smelling that good food... Lucky lil buggers...
be back later to update the Arvo and Evening proceedings..
xXx T..
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